Cabo and being back on SAS

SOOO as most of you know i have had a fantastic winter break like soooo SAS and i loved every second of it and i loved all my sassers that i saw ... what i particularly wanted to reflect upon was being back on the mv ... it was actually for me wicked weird... i was with greg and jill but the three of us of course talked and met new people ... and actually one of my favorite parts of being on the ship was hanging out with the sassers from my voyage that i never really talked to like brian and heather and the mccabes ?!?!?!and luke?!?!?!?!!... it just made me realize how amazing the group of kids that i sailed with and made me miss everyone more.   but being back on the ship made me think of things ... laying out on the deck flooded back memories of laying on it in spring 09 and the confidence i had in myself that now i do not know i have ... i mean i feel strong but it was just confusing and i am still confused by the ideas - i mean the first day being on the ship i think i fought back tears like 7 times.   All i know is that i still want to travel the world with really amazing people and just bum around which is a good thing - thank god i have not changed hahahahah anyways SOOOO being on the ship was wicked different like i said first of all there was like 150 fall 05 which is redicoulous - SPRING 09 WE NEED TO GET ON THAT !?!?!? hahahah also every snack bar was replaced with liquor that was weird and people were just walking around wiht champaine bottles and stuff i know right DIFFERENT FOR SURE hahahah anywayssss sooo we ported in mexico and i was wicked excited the green sheets the pre port all of it was awesome?!?!?!?! but this time we got to go in a lifeboat which is wicked weird b.c i never have been in one of those and it was aweosme ... so anyways being back in mexico flooded back actuall y alot of confidence ... people haggling you and tyring to take advantage of you but after sas i am so much stronger so i was just like pshhhh and bartering please they should call us pros at that shit ... anywayssss me jill greg and heather took a horse and buggy with my man aljehandro for 5 bucks to the beach sooooo SAS (the randum forms of travel) hahaha and we sat at this resturnat and when i tell you the best food i have had in my life i LOVE LOVE LOVE MEXICAN FOOD?~??!?!?!?!? anyways sooo i decided i needed to take a nap in the sun only to be rudely intrupted by these THREE VICOUS CHIWAWAS (sp?) when i tell you these mexican dogs freakin attacked me i was scared and of course i made a scene is it me or is it me .... everyone found it funny ... apartently they were licking me not vicously attacking me - whatever - soo anyways being sas jill and i had to of course finish our beers and than we rented jet skis and it was my first time riding one and so jill and i shared one and greg and heather shared one jill drove first and i was wicked scared i tried not to show it but it was obvious the women was flooring it hahahaha anyways but when i got behind the wheel it was a different story of course i drove the jet ski terribly i mean i am a bad car driver but whatever but the best part was we could drive the jet skis around the ship and that was a beautiful amazing sight being with the ship in the water so close was nothing i have never actually experienced it was great she is an amazing ship --- we also got to the "el arco" whihc is like the symbol of cabo and that was beautiful as well?!?!!? anyways we got back got drinks and hung out with everyone actually one of the highlights of hangout was when les said ... win what you drinking and took my cup and tried my drink ... i just died laughing on the inside  - the drink was called "adios mother fucker" and it definately was strong hahahah anywayssss i later made a mexican girlfriend who liked my face and was a cocktail waittress at the bar we were sitting outside of but we had a good time .... anyways .... we later went back on the ship and of course if anyone knows me on sas i was literally sleeping like 1/3  of the time and sooo this voyage was no differernt jill and greg were doing their yoga and i was doing what i do best sleeping?!!?!? hahahah if i recall britt hanson would always just bang on our wall we shared to wake me up b.c i was always sleeping ahhahahahah i miss her .... anyways i wont go down that road ... soo anwyasys heather invited us to her room to hang out with her ma and her mas friends who sailed a wicked long time ago and it was actually really awesome we were all exchanging sstories and what not and i really enjoyed hearing these people talk about experiences that they shared so long ago and it just reenforced the idea that sas friends are friends for life i really enjoyed that ... and of course the stories were full of scandal like any sas story like sleeping with the first officer OOOGHHHHHHHHHh  i know i know SCANDOULOUS?!!??! sooo this the last night was spent at club mv (or as everyone else called it clubx) and it was wicked fun and the next morning when getting off the ship i did not cry or anything ... i was actually happy happy to know that this ship will always be my home and the journey is far from over - as opposed to last time where i literally was immoilized by my tears i mean i still tear up talking about it - walking off the ship with britt and mac attack looking up to the 7th deck seeing all my friends crying and waving to me - the saddest thing i have ever been through in my life - but this time was different this time i rememebered all of that and was reassured that we are part of a beautiful family and beautiful sas family full of people i admire and people i adore and people i aspire to be ... people who make a difference in the world and poeple who do something.